January 18th, 2015

Manson Tourniquit

I Wonder...

If I was not in my current situation.In his so called open relationship.Would things be different? Would the other one want me for his own? Could we be something more? Does he want something more?

Do I take the chance and end the so one relationship to see if there something more with the other one. Do I risk it? Do I do nothing at all? I feel lost at times. I don't know what to do any more. Maybe I should just hide under a rock.

Sometimes I feel so alone with these thoughts *sighs*
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